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Its a cold, windy and silent night here. The perfect atmosphere to get hit by nostalgia.
The nostalgia keeps me awake. Sigh, it gives me insomnias too. I wonder if i really can keep up with this.
I start to think of you and all our past memories together. Our first date, first kiss. I cannot stop thinking
about it. And i’ll always have that feeling of unbelieveable-ness that we were over. I wake up feeling numb, i
sleep feeling numb. I don’t want to think of you, i just want to get over you and get some sleep. I’ll figure
the rest of my life out after that. Not only do you distract my mind from  gettin nostalgia. My dear bestfriend
too. She’s going to have a hard time and i just want to be there for her. But i guess, she has other greater
friends to count on. Well.. I hope after all these, i get some sleep. Sigh.